On The Road To Happy

Sometimes I go through periods in my life where I feel as if I am alone. I feel confused. I feel lost. I feel as if I am left behind. On some days my emotions have me at a crossroads. On one side, I feel happy and then the next I feel sad and as if no one would give a damn to be by my side. These feelings are not bipolar...I am only fighting with myself to be happy. I smile everyday with everyone around me, but some days I just don't feel like smiling. I've been enduring this long term battle and I need to put an end to my self misery. My new journey for 2014 is to be on the road to happy. Only then will I find joy, companionship, success and peace of mind. I cannot find happiness alone. This is a job for the Lord to come to my side and take me step by step to finding better happiness. I have to remind myself on a constant that when I think I'm alone, I'm really not alone because He is with me. It is going to be a long struggle but happiness is not man-made. Happiness comes from within.